This time it really is the start and its still hard to imagine being gone for two years. I dont feel as if i made any proper good byes because i couldnt imagine not talking to or seeing my friends in the next month or so. Now sitting in LA waiting for my busy day of orientation to start i cant help but think about all the people i just left because im finally going so i'm not just looking forward to my departure anymore. Today has certainly been a harder day for me than any day leading up to this point. So much emotion and so much anticipation.
I hope i can manage to fall asleep tonight!
I cried all night long! Because I was jealous!
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